Day 5 - at work

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to suppress self responsibility through creating what others present as a void for myself t continue with love and light energy.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to then go into self conciousness of my physical appearance as a way to continue the survival technique within fear, where I have accepted and allowed myself to base my physical appearance as the energy source for when I'm at work.

I forgive myself that I've accepted Nd allowed myself to thus deliberately create a loss of direction through fogging out what I require working with, with beautiful images, to hide the intent of abuse within myself towards the other co workers, within this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create fear to us make/buy into the excuses not to focus on what's most effective for what I'm working with.

I commit myself to back track, the moment I experience manipulating what others are presenting as if it is in reaction to me, within this I commited myself t start with the point of insecurity, and why I create this void of self physical expression through polarizing others expressions.

I commit myself to redefine my relationship to my physical body, I. Relation to my work place, and when in relation to males and females. Win this, I commit myself to write out one memory every work day, that relates to why I go into this self conciseness of my appearance.

I commit myself to implement 3 self forgiveness statements out loud every work day,with first slowing myself down with breath, and focusing on what's relavent o my ability of awareness and understanding, with this 3 separate moments of every work day.

Wen I find myself going into a mind trance to fit in to energy as is form of a void, I breath, I slow myself down with movement, as I trace back to the moment of fear, with what I have commited myself within this writting, and also previous writings