Day 2 - Cleaning house, at work

Cleaning house:

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create he goal of impressing others, and specifically my mom when cleaning my house.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to then get into a rush within my mind, where I will create fantasies of how I will 'succeed' in my body image towards others, music, and how I am progressing win my process, simply due to exploiting my ohysical participation when cleaning my house, from the fear of being punished/being exploited by others.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to therefor merely worry about what I will do after cleaning my house, and how effective/consistent I will be after cleaning my house. Us within this I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to once again, create a void from walking through my limitation with cleaning my house. Within his I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed to try to continue protecting my self interests to control others.

I'm commited to define myself, by moving physically with cleaning my house, and not as a mind drive to intend on impressing others.

I'm commited to slow myself down when I begin creating this notion, that I require progressing win what I'm participating in, to further be consistent.

I'm commited to thus back track my memories, as to why I create anxiety of others exploiting my physical expression/punishing me.

When I find myself in a rush within my mind, while physically moving, I breath, and I continue backtracking t the memory through for using on breath, and movement.

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At work:

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create the convenience of talking t another co worker, in order to create a void of taking responsibility for my task at work.

I forgive myself thative accepted and allowed myself to specifically talk to males to convey a false image/void, and to also try to defeat the male to win over e female.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to thus fear being exploited at work, and therefor go into social patterns that I have with others as my ego, thus I forgivemyselfthat I've accepted and allowed myself to cringe this pattern from the fear of losing within survival.

I'm commited to simply respond to questions or statements/vis versa related t my being, and breath through the rest of the evening, and focus on the task at hand/what I'm working with. Within this, I'm commited to start utilizing my relationships within communication, and how I create voids with humans universally, and thus create this sense of wanting to control others.

I'm commited to as well start utilizing my relationship to females, and thus equalize my care for males as well as females, vis versa, and thus I'm commited to investigate my relationship to sex/the law of attraction manipulation with sex.

I'm commited to bring it back to one point every work day that relates to how I firstly exploit myself, where I therefor feel heavily exploited at work. Thus I'm commited to always bring it back to self, and stabilize myself when I find myself overwhelmed around others.

When I find myself rushing within my mind to hold onto these attachments with my co workers, I breath, I follow what I'm doing HERE in real time with work, and I walk myself through the fear and temptations, untill I eventually become here with work, in the physical.