Saturday, November 2, 2013

Day 9 - exercising

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to try to compete wi another wih this sort of self righteousness that "I'm exercising and staying healthy, and you are not"

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to us lose focus on the effectiveness of what I'm moving within physical, due to the distraction of trying to move within and as self righteousness, where this accumulates to trying to Cody this superiori within the specific exercising moves I work with.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to thus relate physically moving with exercise, or movement with a form of sport, as having to feel self righteousness of my ability to move within physical exercise.

I commit myself to understand that exercising is simply a physical expression, which is equally happening with physical expressions who aren't exercising, or have my ability, at better or worse to exercise, which is simply an application of expression that takes time equally for all equal expressions. I thus commit myself to redefine my relationship to qualification, as equal expression within practical application, and not as some superior character which is only a momentary illusion that isn't real, and thus isn't relavent to exercising or e qualification of exercising, or both coincidingly acknowledged.

I commit myself to slow myself down as here with my movements I'm participating with and then identify the false movement I create/accumulate as self righteousness.

I commit myself to relate myself then to the other person m comparing myself to in my mind, with what I discover within the real physical relationship with exercising, and thusi commit myself to investigate memories within exercise related activities to feeling insecure.

When I find myself comparing myself to others as self righteous, within the ability to exercise, I will breath, and I will follow these self corrective statements.

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