Day 9 - exercising

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to try to compete wi another wih this sort of self righteousness that "I'm exercising and staying healthy, and you are not"

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to us lose focus on the effectiveness of what I'm moving within physical, due to the distraction of trying to move within and as self righteousness, where this accumulates to trying to Cody this superiori within the specific exercising moves I work with.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to thus relate physically moving with exercise, or movement with a form of sport, as having to feel self righteousness of my ability to move within physical exercise.

I commit myself to understand that exercising is simply a physical expression, which is equally happening with physical expressions who aren't exercising, or have my ability, at better or worse to exercise, which is simply an application of expression that takes time equally for all equal expressions. I thus commit myself to redefine my relationship to qualification, as equal expression within practical application, and not as some superior character which is only a momentary illusion that isn't real, and thus isn't relavent to exercising or e qualification of exercising, or both coincidingly acknowledged.

I commit myself to slow myself down as here with my movements I'm participating with and then identify the false movement I create/accumulate as self righteousness.

I commit myself to relate myself then to the other person m comparing myself to in my mind, with what I discover within the real physical relationship with exercising, and thusi commit myself to investigate memories within exercise related activities to feeling insecure.

When I find myself comparing myself to others as self righteous, within the ability to exercise, I will breath, and I will follow these self corrective statements.

Day 8 - at work

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to exploit my body image, as a way of covering up the intent within my dishonesty in coexisting to others.

 I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to thus have this tendency to make involuntary facial expressions when around others, for the very cause of trying to only verify my own insecurities within communication to others.

 I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to try to convey a beautiful image to others (specifically females), when I find myself fearing punishment, thus within this I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be dishonest within my relationship to working, and then try to cover it up by wanting to manipulate others with a false image to suppress the fear of others controlling/punishing/exploiting my expression when working.

 I commit myself to slow myself down within breath. Within this I commit myself to investigate myself tonight with blogging, with how I create voids rough others, to cover up taking self responsibility with my coexisting environment, through conveying an image within my physical expression, with communication, music, work, etc.

 I commit myself t focus on what I'm working with, and relate that specifically with my communication to my coworkers, and slow myself down with breath when I find myself at a false expression with another.

 I commit myself to consider others within my environment where I do not allow myself to create this procrastination to breathing through the points in order to not accumulate selfINTEREST to the point where I'm not blaming others, and bringing it back to self, to thus not abuse within my environment any further.